Saturday, November 25, 2006
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
A new post WHOA.....
is so nice that if you ever get invited to go anywhere where she is you should get your boots on and go. Her lil boy was with us....... can I just say this kid was SO cute and good! OMG he was SO good. For me it was the first time out with someone not my family in....... ummmm........ a year? More? Me who use to be so madly independant can barely go to the store, but yesterday I did and it was good. I just need to keep doing this kind of stuff I have stayed hidden for too long and it isn't doing me or my family any good.
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
Pain and suffering
Monday, September 04, 2006
I am talking to your kids and so is everyone else
Friday, August 25, 2006
Its a carnival...... so they tell me
So what I want you to know............
1) I was gonna do this about my cat but then I decided my cat knows me well enough and can't read so that was pointless and futile and while I DO do futile things I usually don't know they are futile at the time of actually doing them.
2)Ya I know my spelling s**ks to the horrifcation of most of my totally brilliant family I came up with dyslexic and even with great spell check I can't spell right which basically made me hate anything to do with good English. But unfortunately I also crave to communicate my ideas and myself so I do write.
3)I totally don't care what you believe in unless you are trying to make laws that I feel would stop me from being free. Things like stopping me from killing myself, my fetus or smoking pot seem wrong to me not that I am actively pursuing the doing of any of those things at the moment. I just like to know that even if I am the stupidest idiot on the planet I still have the right to my own body and can if I want to do those things.
4)I don't hate America or the human race or little kids. I am child free but that is just how it worked out had nothing to do with disliking children. I actually think us humans are pretty cool animals I would like to see us survive I have cominted most of my adult life to things that are about that actually. America.... I was so ready to leave you when I thought you were ok, but now that I see you as soul sick and sliding down in a pit of apathy and spoilness I find that I cannot leave you ....... some how I want to make it better...... but I am realistic to know that I may just be one wittiness to a great decline.
5)I am ......... not well....... I am not sick...... in pain every day most of the time. I thought I would get better for along long time. I fought tooth and nail to get better......... but now I know it isn't. Whatever is wrong isn't clear enough for the doctors to fix. I do not understand my diagnoses. I donno if I don't understand because they are not clear or because I have become to sick in the head to hear it. I don't even know which one I fear more.
6)I play a game on the computer called world of warcraft. I make many friends outside of my apt. It helps me to not feel alone. But sometimes it keeps me from doing the things I should.
7)I am so proud of my spouse for going back to school and keeping a 4.0 and a 160 LSAT, the law schools were all sending him letters! And now he is there in school with all those big books. But I am also scared....... one day he will see himself as I always have and know he is too good for me.
Ok that is all I got that is me in a flash. Nothing big nothing crazy sorta boring.
Friday, August 18, 2006
He HAS a job interview!!!!!!!!
Don't know nothing about it yet...... except that the salery will only be a lil bit less then mine was so we can mangage that....... nothing about bennies yet or ANYTHING. It isn't the city court like we had been hoping but ........ it is a JOB!!!!!! His first as a paralegel!!!!!! I am so so excited we have been on pins and needles waiting since June....... he has put in........... something like 15 resumes a week...... since June. Finally someone....... SOMEONE is gonna see how brillent my hunny is when he is in his element.