The Next thing

Ok.... I am trying to listen here G*d, but yer not talking to loud or maybe your just not talking. I've been home for a long time now and I know you didn't want me to have that old job I had, I knew it a long time ago but it was just to scary to let it go without you shoving me out the door. I have been real good at listening to people's suggestions and while they all sound real intersting nothing sounds right for me. I know I could just try and find a job like my last job, but I am pretty sure that I can't do the physcal side of it anymore..... and I think I can hear pretty good that is a big fat NO don't do that. Everything else is just sort of sitting there...... waiting....... G*d you KNOW how much I hate not knowing what to do. I like deadlines and need guidance er and money doesn't hurt either. I know I am real good at helping people when you put them in my life, but I don't think I can make money doing it, that just feels all wrong too. So, if you wouldn't mind G*d how about alittle clue? some sign that I am at the very least on the right path? I know I am suppose to have this faith thing down and just trust but..... er you know I am REALLY bad at that too..... so if you wouldn't mind .... I mean I realize you are busy..... but if you could spare a breif little tiny bit of something I would really be grateful. Also while your at it could you please give Naamen and Naamen wife the strength and courage to go thru the brith of their new baby which I think is coming soon!