I hate them
It was a bad day at the doctors ....... it was a big EVAL day with 3 WHOLE doctors....... and they donno how to help me....... I am not responding OR allergic to EVERY kind of meds avilable. I am very close to done. I am a paper ghost ........ I am walking like a shadow in silver rain........... the only place I am almost OK is here........ I am trying not to give up........ I wish I had something to believe in....... the funniest part is I actually feel more alive right now then I do when things are right.......... it is a dangerous feeling. I should stop feeling anything then I won't feel pain...... but then John...... I would loose John..... but...... No J. is STILL more important...... but maybe it is like one of those pardoxes inorder to love and keep you have to stop caring....... I donno how that works.......... but maybe I need to figure it out.
posted by achromic at 10:42 PM
7 Comments:
Yesw, maybe you need to "figure it out" -- and maybe you also need to just keep on trying. Somewhere out there is a doctor who can help you. Sometimes it`s harder than finding a husband, I think. You have to go on a million nightmare dates before something clicks.
LOL no ummm I don't think I would be trying for another husband........ I don't think anyone could measure up.
Hi and thanks for your comment. I'll try to keep checking in even if I don't do anything except say "HI".
That would be fantistic Granny! I will try and go over to you as well. I need more friends... even if they are just the Hi! kind. :)
Another blogger I read has a post you might find interesting, Achro:
http://yummywc.blogspot.com/2006/03/weight-loss-surgery.html
thanks for keeping us in the loop. My fifteen year old thinks she can do majic. I'll have her do a feel better spell for you.
Cebii, I say let her try. Tho' I think that even doctors need to learn that they cannot heal everything....
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