Friday, May 20, 2005

G*d is fast

I'm quickly loosing my job thru' a series of misunderstandings and such thing that I don't seem to be able to clear up.... the more honset and straight I am the worse things become. It doesn't matter I know G*d wants me to move on..... that doesn't mean that I'm not scared ... I am the money maker in this family so no job mean no money no health insurance ect. But it doesn't matter how scared I am I donna belong where I am now and I know it. Poor J. one more year of school he needs ...... and I can't I can't help it......... O G*d please please please help me find a way to get J. thru school. He wants it so bad like I never will like I never have. Let me find some way.................. some how..........


Anonymous chasmyn said...

Oh, honey, I am so so sorry. I wish I could do something to help you. I love you.

1:04 PM  
Blogger Ann Marie said...

Hi Achromic....I didn't know you were hurting so much....Gosh I wish I was your neighbor....I will lift you up in pray today while saying the Divine Mercy Chaplet...I was healed of the shame and guilt of the abortion while I prayed it for the first time on March 5th 1995...It's an awesome powerful prayer...I will say it for you today Friday at 3:00pm (holy hour)just for you....

4:57 AM  
Blogger Annie said...

Achro, I'm so sorry too, I've had my head down with work and personal stuff, Ann Marie just let us know you've been really down and out...hang in there, honey, you will make it. As for health insurance, call up your dept. of social services at your state capital. Like in my state, I'm SURE they have a health insurance plan for people who make measly amounts of money. Like even if you made less than $20,000 or NO MONEY at all, in a year, you qualify for Medicaid and the health insurance provided by the state, either at no cost per month and no co-pays for anything, or for a minor amount like $20 or $50 a month with no copays. REALLY! Make that call today! Keep asking around at the state government, they ALL have this for people who don't make enough money. It might take a month or two to be approved, but they ought to make the coverage effective back-dated to the date of your application for it, so get that application done ASAP, or get your hubby to do it. It sounds like you have a PRince Charming there and he'd be glad to do that legwork for you.

I'm going to stop work now and say an extra Rosary for you (takes about 20 minutes), it's almost 9 AM Eastern time.

I also hope your east coast friend gets the uncanny sense that you need a visit from her SOON. And then makes those plans come to fruition.

Sorry for not checking in, sweetie. Hang in there. You may be right, God may be helping you move on from that job now, but please try to just trust Him, He won't let you fall, or if He does, He'll pick you up, through the "instrument" of your loving hubby and others He'll send to help you. God has something better and more wonderful for you, I think. He will not abandon you, though it seems like He has, in your devastating pain.

Lord God, take away Achromic's pain and suffering. Give her your grace and comfort this day, and increase those gifts in her each day, regardless of what the doctors do or don't do. She is waiting for Your healing, Your power, she has faith in You for those things. Do not forsake her but show her Your grace and power in a miraculous way, please. I ask this in the name of Jesus Christ, Your son. Amen.

6:07 AM  
Blogger Naaman said...

Achromic, I'm so sorry to hear of your troubles. I will say a prayer for you. I hope that God will care for you and your husband in the best possible way for you.

7:14 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I'm sorry for you but maybe J. needs to step up to the plate the get a least a part time job. You have carried this burden long enough.

8:23 AM  
Blogger achromic said...

Thank you all for your prayers.... they have helped and I will blog about it soon. Maybe tonight...

Anymouse person... what makes you think J. doesn't have a part time job? He does. It just won't pay for well rent, health insurance, food, rent, rent er rent. I am the primary money maker my money brings in our abilty to live... his pays for his books and schooling (barely). Perhaps I wasn't clear... in distress I'm often not. Thank you tho' for your concern. Certian if I was living with someone that didn't "step up" to the plate then your advice would be indeed well founded.

11:38 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

His job pays for his schooling and his books? Look, sweetie--he needs to take care of you, as well as himself. You can defend him and your situation all you like, but take a hard look. He might have to delay schooling for a semester or two while you guys get settled. That's what a real man does.

6:40 PM  
Blogger ashli said...

hang in there, babe. and be sure to watch charles stanley this sunday because he's talking about walking with God through the dark times. it will be here.

5:00 AM  
Blogger achromic said...

Silly anonmouse I know you think your needles will bury deep but there is no soil in this earth for you to take root.

Your words only show how little you know of me... I be not one to be taken care of and would rest unease if someone tried. The callous on my knuckles and feet I do not hide nor does my spouse find less pretty. We all choose to be with the one that suits us most so it is with I and I wish for no other.

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